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Throwaway
01:03
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I had to throw it all away the partial pictures all was ridden with my insecurities disturbing things
they wasnt useful
had to duck and move and get the hustle on its not to prove to you i prove it to myself its cool
i play the fool inside this masquerade cant force the truth upon em only lead em to the water
im my only competitor and i be better its better late than never
never be finessing you intentions true
i make mistakes but keep it honest when i do
the sound is soothing like the morning breeze caressing you collect the loot
then direct the funds correctly cook the bitches brew
mix it with the letters stew you better choose so carefully
im filled with care but they wont care for me and wouldn’t dare to see beyond the limitations of they "clarity"
i shake my head but then again who am I to judge this parody
this life a game and i promise itll fall right into place just like a puzzle piece
juggling these bars over the drums debris
only drop that raw shit like its unreleased
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Somewhere
02:30
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Yo I cant be settling id rather be alone than let them enter in my premises
i judge the actions not the senteces
they pestering with sentimental messages
i send my love they always try to censor it
gotta bite my tongue and pencil it
control the temperament
i see the desperation mongst the desolate
in the deserts where the wells is dried and heat is sweltering
Whos gonna help the kids? dwelling in the rubble of the detriment
tryna make the best of cards thats dealt to them
By dirty hands they could never wash the the blood of innocents from they fingerprints
Families broken hearts its wilted like the flowers that we give to them
so complicit in our ignorance
we claim religious couldnt switch the lense to try to see our fellow men
Am i wrong?
for tryna let my heart show in these songs
pass the bottle and the bong sip the water with the buddha in my lungs
sit in lotus as i overlook the valley where my family been for centuries
jus tryna make some money and eventually end up in a foreign territory
running from the violence commemorate the lost fallen victims of a war amongst the broken hearts
many scars upon an empty cause
hold the cross to justify the force
you know we much more than just a corpse on that day they mourn
rain could pour
but when i die I hope the sun would shine sip some wine
celebrate my journey what we call this life time
clock is ticking every minute im just tryna stay the fuck up out my mind and be steady on the grind
intermission gave permission just to breathe and speak the words that do align
had to detoxify purify pull together all my strength and unify the fragmentary nature of my consciousness
its you and I me and music we together till im on the other side
peace goodbye
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333
02:12
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The figures i seen was evasive
Elusive like truth in the pages
I pursue what I do i dont chase after fame and the fake shit
I dont chase after basic
Place the tablet right under my tounge I experience phases
The colors and shapes I could see the relation
How far can we take it?
heart elevation
send you my love and I hope you embrace it
But i wont blame you if you cant take it
If you cant take it
I see the past and its dead
im mastering patience
No longer deranged but its some days where I seem to be vacant
Seem to be stationed
Running in place you see how that energy wasted
But I wont complain the smiles is bright in the basement
The loneliest star illuminate all the days and
we still complaining
far too abrasive
followers dont a got mind for debating
sturdiest sage pondering poetry possibly overly live in a daze of my own making
not attached to elation floating away im slow with my pace this is marathon its not a race
if i dont awake i pray for my soul to reside in higher space
You see Gravity weighing you down
I see gravity grounding me now
I see gravity grounding me now
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