Forgotten Poetry

by ABSENT

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1.
back in January shit was gettin scary too addicted to the pleasures I was high already eyes is red like burning cherry got my weed dont need u near me they called me antisocial im just weary dont trust nobody but my brother and my mother cant pretend to be someone im not im not no undercover there is nothing to discover my thoughts is often cluttered so I fumbled thru the summer in the winter cold is clarity but still I find they staring at me like im carrying an air of arrogance or like im an alien travellin through foreign areas battlin my doubts b4 they tear me up thats what I did to my writtens when I didnt care enough
2.
I choose mystery for my story history repeats dont let the time bore me misery deceased release the rhymes surely independent mind the creativity divine for me we not designed to be disguised homie! I reach outside the barries that they designed for me 5 foot freak like Malik u kno im soaring mentally but im down to earth like plants and trees I got no enemies ill spread love indefinitely it doesnt cost a penny yo why they actin like it charge a fee seeking truth I speak my truth even if they try to censor me ill never leave connecting thru telepathy vibrations from the centerpiece the phonies do not pester me im on the quest for inner peace thats somethin they cant take from me yea that something they cant take from me zonin spaciously in the space I be riding waves elation in the sacred sea the moon been guiding thru the darkness and the sun illuminates the progress I used to be so lost I didnt understand the process for progress patience dedication and consistency got rid of tendencies that wasnt fuckin helping me yea they wasnt fuckin helping me I choose mystery for my story history repeats dont let the time bore me misery deceased release the rhymes surely independent mind the creativity divine for me we not designed to be disguised homie!
3.
things blossom when u give em time many times never tried tried to hide any sign stuck between the lines of empathize and nevermind please dont take away the things I need for peace of mind the day its time to die I wanna feel like I lived mine with my heart and soul combined elegance is excellent but ion care about being the best dressed and shit just feeling better than I ever did move in tune with destiny removing all dependency from enemies shrooms included for perspectives that I never seen often been conditioned by subliminal messaging so im letting go of everything they said to me yea thats baggage I could never claim I just let it be we praise freedom but be chained to our beliefs we praise healing but be poisoned with deceit lies we tell to our own self those the worst kind and I know it well... things blossom when u give em time many times never tried tried to hide any sign stuck between the lines of empathize and nevermind
4.
till the hours fold practicing my style and flow never let my mold me they was scolding do not matter tho opinions easily shatter like glass castles hit with bricks and stones not as solid as I told this is me exposed dont got mercedes goals still focused on the payments the land degraded like my generations patience my previous plan is fading dont see the point of frolicking in matrix shallow souls bathing in they own basin cant ignore these statements but I been complacent almost 20 years old still look like a baby when im 80 smelling daisy’s in the rays praying no debate raging no craving for my fallen nature this life is but a vision like hallucinations I been writing over sinning and it feels amazing I get awkward in public wit constant conversation introverted nature undisturbed determined not deterred by the verbs of hatred secrets of society blurred faces redacted whole pages what you seen is all you know and thats a shame maybe silence is wise but I been hypnotized by the noise inside Its so loud inside my mind hope you proceed to make dreams reality before the day close many cope with the smoke yea light it bro I would be lying if I said I was enlightened tho I dont hope for nothing keep faith in something cuz these days numbered stay cluttered in my brain structure stray far away from assumptions asking god for some clarity its clear to see that im confused on a path of purpose gotta show but I dont care to prove.. till the hours fold practicing my style and flow never let my mold me they was scolding do not matter tho it really do not matter tho
5.
that was the wildest trip I havent seen that side of me since I was a little kid before i was convinced that I wasnt shit what is this? something beautiful true acceptance wasnt the usual I was used to feeling unsuitable never suit and tie who am I? decipher all the lies they could never try to take advantage of my heart and kindness know my worth yea this mind is timeless one of one only one under the sun forever unified ride or die only thing thats worth my time love stronger pride I love hard make it hard to rewind I try to hide it cuz I know she cud move on anytime thats the way it goes on this merry go spitting merry flows even when im feeling low say the least so when i speak they listen close this not a swell fairy tale but i fare u well bro
6.
coated in blue he etched the code in stone but dont follow through truth leaking out the rats teeth lungs black but he run fast like an athlete the last breath that he take probably of some OG Kush got me look! eyes redder than they shud be man i beeen smoking since 14 regularly not to mention i first started at 11 so please dont mention it to me the road longer than it seems I wouldnt know im still young atleast still praying for love and peace one day well rest deep below the concrete bury me a G surrounded by the roots of trees decomposing like the fallen leaves autumn breeze send a chill up my sleeve
7.
my fallen nature falling flat on my face had no time for bracing I had tried erasing pieces of a man depraving dedication mary jane my medication tryna find a better way than to smoke it all away thats meditation yo its hard to keep quiet when my mind racing world jaded bombs detonating civilians decimated many millions mentally enslaved drinking minute maid instant gratification molding my generation I been alone kicking flows with no destination me and my imagination take us far away to better places know this earth amazing we make could make it an oasis but talk is cheap I know they plotting death for hefty payments
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they cant debunk my dreams the reason i would bleed something bigger than me the reaper always there like the breeze determination of a fiend needles scattered like the chatter i release mental clarity a rarity but still i find some peace the poetry a part me its haunting but if i lost it there go my heart and arteries its all a scheme get the green nothing free some will kill for the cheese a world of sin with many scenes to relieve and disturb left debris been inferred that the last days coming quicker than they seem we all pearls made bleek through deceit only one life to live through these eyes that I see many memories never ending recollections of the present like a mirror just reflecting on my imperfections meant to be ascended the day of death return to essence in the meantime throwing peace signs rolling herbal blessings the realest message that we luminescent his steps heavy with the weight of the world but let it go nothing saving this world
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please remind me that we mortal men im more then blessed I never lost a friend he just departed man went our separate ways lemon haze blaze till the vision fades just traversing through this the endless maze gaze at the suns rays shining through the shades of gray tried to state that i feel some way but only stuttering clutter brained nothing stays nothing lasts chasing pussy is as empty the money path so I dont run for that looking for a queen where the love intact looking at the earth sun is rising fast see it through the glass disconnected like an ancient artifact from its past so its back to the roots backpacking through the madness with my heart in the loop hardly looking back cuz they was laughing like fools could never take it personal its irking you but they could never walk up in your shoes..

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released December 31, 2021

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